Pulling off
her boots and kicking each one to polar points across the floor, she sunk back
on the couch and began to devour a bowl of potato chips. There was nothing
worth her attention on the television, but between the chips and the remote,
she disappeared into the blankness of repetitive activity until sleep overtook
her.
She awoke
some hours later and stumbled into her bedroom, and sleeved herself between
sheets. Hers were not pleasant dreams, but rainbow-twisted journeys to unknown
places where she jumped from one figure, one existence, one realm to another,
without rest.
There were
no great revelations, no truths detailed in dream speak, only the sallow sheen
of ancient juxtapositions of memory; old loves, fears and wisps of forgotten
conversations, commingled into a waltz of swirling metaphors. Nonexistent languages
echoed from vested tongues until morning light broke through, leaving nothing
of the nearly targeted bull’s eye of surprise.
She had
almost grasped it. It had been that close. But now, it was time to wake up and
pull her boots back on and face the day and the many delusions which harried
her.







